So I have gotten 1 of 5 steps completed in changing my life around here in Cali and getting back to normal. Things are looking up. I’m a little happier.

I guess I still get these thoughts of telling certain people the truth but I would rather NOT start drama and would rather move on, as I am, with my life.

Tomorrow, step 2 comes into play. Hopefully things work out. I am certain that they will. Real friends have been my backbone and plenty of new people seem to have found their way into my life too. I thank god for that. Not sure how I would handle things without them. There’s good people and there’s horrible people in life… luckily, over the past 6 days, I’ve ran into the opposite of horrible, unlike before.

My mind still wonders, I won’t lie. I wonder how someone can be so stupid as to put a child into the life of a psycho path only because they believe things will change. Once a psycho, always a psycho. I can only hope the two of them don’t get hurt. But, that’s no longer my problem.

Moving forward…

Tomorrow should be a good day.