I’ve never heard anybody use that saying before – I actually used it in one of my songs a while back when my life felt like it was in Shambles. Everything I had dreamed about seemed to be just that: Dreams. I’ve been a daydreamer since I was just a little boy. I used to daydream in school about my life and the future. I always wanted to be a Professional Baseball player and I can assure you I would have been if it wasn’t for my arm problems suffered at 15 years old. Before that happened I was throwing around 80+ MPH and had a NASTY forkball nobody EVER hit. I became the best pitcher in my district quickly with that pitch and not to mention — we had some of the best Baseball Players in the country in our Area. Unfortunately that nasty pitch became the downfall of my Baseball career when it tore a tendon near my elbow.

So life passed me by when it came to Baseball… it basically became a thing of the past but that’s okay. I love my life for the most part and can’t wait to see what’s next. Am I the happiest person in the world? No, definately not. With all the Family deaths experienced over the past few years and my own Health Problems — I am definately not the happiest person in the world. But I do try to make the most of it and I love living this life I call my own!

Over the past 3 days I’ve had dreams about my ex-girlfriend. Psychologically I feel there’s a reason for these dreams but I’m not sure why they’re happening. To be honest, I’ve had maybe 10 dreams in the past 2 years or so and I don’t think she’s ever been in any of them… now all the sudden I’ve had 3 nights in a row with her in my dreams? Odd if you ask me. Hopefully nothing is wrong!