So today I had my first Doctors Appointment in 13 years. Unfortunately it was because I was having some Stomach issues unlike any I’ve had before. I was nervous at first… I thought I was going to have a panic attack! But the Doctor was cool and things went pretty smoothly. The bad thing is - I have to get a Colonoscopy and a CAT Scan as well. That’s pretty scary for me as I’ve had quite a few Family members and friends that have either Died or atleast went through cancer, which is obviously what they’re thinking they’ll find.

A Colonoscopy sucks though. I’m scared of having to be sedated and I just hate the fact that they will probably find something. 2 days prior to the procedure I can’t eat food for two days, which isn’t a good thought. Eating Ensure and water for 2 days will make me feel like crap…

Oh well, we live and die alike - hopefully they find nothing life threatening though!  Wish me luck on August 24th!