Those two seem to be the only things I’ve got in my life, currently. It sucks because all those years I played around and had all those friends around, chicks, etc… they’re so far gone. My life has taken a 180 degree turn and I can’t seem to add a few things from the past into my future — I believe I’m too busy to accomplish these tasks.

Lately I’ve been working on several projects, 3 of my own, and I can’t seem to stop stressing out about them. Sure, the money will be good in the long run but what about the rest of my life? I need to take a step back and start meeting new girls…lol

I just can’t believe I’ve been single for as long as I have been, it’s rediculous. The only reason I have been is because I just haven’t been interested in meeting girls. I get looks all the time… I even have girls flirting — but I never really pay attention because I feel that I let almost a year and a half go by and ended up not accomplishing even 5% of a MAJOR project that I was involved in… once again I worked day and night only to see the other “partner” F$#k around and waste my time. Not anymore though… I’ve taken it upon myself and I’ve kicked so called partners and friends to the curb for now.

I do wish I had someone who was realistic and inspirational around to help with some of these projects but I just can’t trust anyone anymore. There’s WAY too many “wishy washy” people in this world and I don’t even want to look their way, much less have to work with them.

Hopefully by this weekend I will have a TON of work done and a major load lifted off my shoulders… and hopefully a girl who can rub them for me afterwards? lol jk