That should be the title of my Site: Gangster turned Computer nerd. It’s the truth. I’m not into the Gang sh!t anymore and hopefully will never have to go back into that scene for anything. I love my life too much to put it on the line for a name, a street or just “respect”. You can hate me for that… you can thank me for that. The truth is: We have one life and nobody is remembered for the nonsense they committed in it. You’re remembered for the good deeds you do. At your wake – they don’t speak of: “Homeboy was down as f#ck man… he never stopped blah blah”. No… if they do — I feel sorry for you!

Life is not meant for anything specific. But as Humans we’re bound by some “rules” prior to death. Those that break these “rules” are considered bad people… for the most part. I don’t know the rules… nobody really does. But I can assure you they are not “be down for your neighborhood!” or “never back down to a rival”, etc.

Look at the kids involved in your life. Would you want them to run their lives as carelessly as you might have? Hopefully not but I know there’s plenty of people in this world that push their kids to behave as badly as themselves. I look at my nephews and always hope to god that if I do die young — they will NEVER know how bad I was but how good I treated them. I want them to realize that no matter what stupid sh!t I might have pulled in my younger life — it was NOT how I wanted them to vision me as. I will surely let them know of my past if it will help them realize how stupid life and it’s people can get. People in general are stupid…this is because we’re bombarded with emotions. Emotions drive us insane, make us cry, yell, scream, push, shove, kill, punch, etc. Logic will never push us to any of these circumstances unless it’s mandatory to do so.

I can only hope that I will change my future for the best and hopefully touch some lives in the process.